I think I’m starting to lose it..

Music: Shinya Yanagisawa (St. Rudolph team) – Tsuyoku Nare / Taichi Dan (Yamabuki team) – Kimi to Boku no Make a Wish / Inui Sadaharu – You Get Power [Remix] / Shinji Ibu (Fudomine Team) – Kibou no Michi
Mood: ehhhhh…

I seriously think I’m starting to lose it =/ like.. my mum came home last night and started screaming at me for not bringing the big cage in and setting it up for the cat, which oh by the way I was under the impression from everything she was saying that he was coming home today, not yesterday -_- I had pulled the cage out and it was sitting outside by the door kinda.. so yeah. -_- she kept saying I was making up everything I was saying about her saying that he was coming home today. ~___~ It really, REALLY pissed me off.. so I sat there glaring at her and crying while she was basically sitting there calling me a fucking liar and worthless and shit.

So yeah, needless to say, I got to run around in the rain freezing my ass off last night trying to get the cage in the house, cuz it’s freaking huge and HEAVY. she wouldn’t help me at all >_< wouldn't even get the freaking DOOR so I didn't have to put the damn thing down >_<

on the other hand, I have my kitty back. Have to give him painkillers like 6 times a day >_< He HATES it. freaking wiggly little bugger's gonna screw up his leg again if he keeps trying to jump around like that while I'm trying to give him his meds >_< =/ Ima make mum give him his pills and show me how to hold him so I don't screw up the wiring in his leg while I'm trying to hold him still =/ fweehoidsfnh I need to sleep -_- I'm just gonna end up getting all emotional and crap if I stay up much longer... Woke up ~7 pm thursday night and have been up since.. well.. except for when I fell asleep on the couch from about 11-1 last night. I was warm and Normie was snuggling with me. I love my little doggie. I hope we can figure out what the deal is with his heart murmer.. I put him in the cage with Quatre to keep him company.. those two love each other so freaking much, it’s cute.. Currently they’re 4 feet to my left, snuggling in the kitty bed in the cage. Anyhoo.. gonna go pester my brother before he leaves for work cuz I need him to paypal some stuff for me >< mata ne