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WEEE NEW LAYOUT. xDD About damn time =3 And it’s for the complete opposite season n_____n

Compy’s fixed so woo, and I didn’t even have to reformat ^_______^

Andu… I bought a Fudoumine polo! :D:D:D:D Sending payment for it tomorrow xD I will be a happy happy girl. And uhhh.. Gonna cut and dye my hair um.. in the next few weeks. Fanime at the end of the month @__@

I still need to find a way to get there.

I am sunburned and in lots of joint pain and yeah.

And I got drunk for the first time in almost a year on um.. Tuesday night. It was fun :DDD though we were sad cuz me ‘n chase ‘n olivia went to go buy porn but they kicked us outta the porn store cuz the other two didn’t have ID ._.

I want to sing like really bad but can’t cuz allllllll of my roommates are home u.u Jeez, four girls living in a one bedroom apartment, three of which are lesbians. Can you imagine the constant drama? I’m sitting here like “…..” and trying to ignore all the crap that’s going on around me cuz one of ’ems my best friend, and another is a very, very dear friend ._.

BLAAHHHH.

Rping has taken over my life. Between two RPs I now have 8 boys u.u

TYRP: Kirihara Akaya, Oishi Syuichirou, Ibu Shinji, Tanaka Youhei, Kawamura Takashi, Tachibana Kippei.
TeniFusion: Kikumaru Eiji, Sanada Genichirou.

Notice something.

They all have completely different personalities >.>;;

AND~ uhh I’m nost and should prolly get offline now… or maybe not. If they need the phone they can tell me to get offline u.u ^________^

Lindsay is a pissed off child.

Fucking hell.

Comp is now dead.

Stuck with Morgan’s laptop.

Definately won’t be on as much now >< !! It like.. went spazzy on me, then froze, then wouldn’t fucking reboot at all. Not even in safe mode. >< ! Maybe I should just be glad that this happened while I’m in ‘rosa cuz all it’ll take is 75 cents and a bus across town to get the recovery discs from my brother u.u But fuck, man! That drive had all my sites and games and all my friggin scanlation projects, complete volume scans of things i’m supposed to upload for other groups, stuff I’m supposed to work on.. fuck. >< !! GR! Also = no more friggin rp logs. Cannot finish random rps unless the other players have them. Dammit I hope it’ll let me boot from cd and I can move all that junk to the safedrive T___T *criiiies* I’m going to go curl up in a corner and die now. Or cry myself to sleep or something in 15 minutes. I have to work tomorrow/today. Money is good. Must get real job though. Workin for my dad in Cazadero doesn’t = a job. And I think I have either a headcold or severe allergies right now, because my head has been compeltely stuffed up since I woke up day before yesterday. shitpissfuckgoddammitmotherfuckerGRRRR! *goes to rant somewhere else*

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Tired. Crampy. Sore. In immense amounts of pain. Need 125 and 112 to finish downloading. Legs hurt. Nearly passed out walking home from the store this afternoon.

Drew Sengoku giving Shinji head. It is the fault of her for rping it with me and her for telling me I needed to draw Sengoku/Shinji cracksmut. Started colouring last night… mebbe up tomorrow.

My legs hurt. Like badly. And my right arm. Mebbe I should get this stuff checked out >< Mum's sick, got strep throat or something, I feel like complete crap and I think the two of us seem pretty damn pathetic right now. We're both like X____X *DIE* In the past three days I have..
-Eaten twice. Two slices of roast beef (the sammich kind) day before yesterday, and a roast beef sammich an hour ago.
-Watched all of Serial Experiments Lain, Full Metal Panic, and Crest of the Stars. Next up: The rest of Azumanga, whatever I have of Wolf’s Rain, the last 7 episodes of .hack//sign and Kiddy Grade. Possibly Fruits Basket again.
-Been in more agonizing pain than I’ve been in for a few weeks.

The PoT rp I’m in still amuses me, and we’ve branched off to an AU side project rp as well. >D Current AU plot.. they’re all in bands >D (yes, we were severely influenced by that damn amv.)
Current bands are (by the law of pulling random names out of a hat)..

Band #1
-Eiji
-Shinji
-Kamio
-Mizuki

Band #2
-Ryoma
-Taichi
-Kisarazu Ryou
-Saeki

Band #3 (AKA Lucky Elegant Gothic Ore-sama)
-Oishi
-Fuji
-Atobe
-Sengoku

Band #4
-Momo
-Taka
-Shishido
-Gakuto

… These are pretty fucked up xD; It amuses the hell out of me that the only band my char’s aren’t in is the one with the (littler) shotaboiz.
Kamio-player says that our band’s theme song should be “Touch-a Touch-a Touch me” from Rocky Horror >D I’m in agreement.
I’m convinced that the momo/taka/shishi/gakt band has to be a punk/ska band. I don’t know why.

Anyway. Love to you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you two you and you.

Now that I’ve spammed this thing again, I made another new layout that will probably be up sometime next week or something and me ‘n Aion started a new scanlation group xD; Main focus right now is Weiss: An Assassin and White Shaman, but will eventually include Weiss and PoT doujin scanlations *coughsneezechokesputterdie* I’m going to go take a nap. bai.

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SLEEEEEEP. OH HOW I LOVE THEE.

Past few days have been kinda blah. My knees have been hurting like there’s no tomorrow and my ankle is getting all swollen again (the one I sprained last summer and never went to the doc for.. I probably tore ligaments xD; ) and I’m getting all allergic to everything and HDSOUAH [9oujlhsdfm. < -- insert random spazzing here -->

Fet Forums have moved over to their (mostly) permenant home on my server =3

I seriously need a faster connection. It just can not keep up with my rabid PoT obsession T_T Still haven’t gotten all the eps released last week T_T the 116-117 ep is going to be a pain in the ass to download, but it has SMEXY! Yukimura in it ^____^ Once 111 and 124 finish downloading, I’ll have seen everything.. just some of it raw xD; *does the dance of BWA*

I need a job. Like badly, Mebbe I’ll get mum to take me down to the random stores so I can pick up applications. =3 Need money for con and Japan trip and moving out T_T!
Mum’s considering letting my sister come live with us again, but this time she’s going to make sure to have a written contract saying that she’s to leave me the hell alone. Me + my sister = FIGHTS TO THE DEATH. Even my brothers won’t talk to her anymore much because of what happened on Thanksgiving (her stealing my brother’s money, stealing my stuff, being completely disrespectful to all of us, etc.) My dad was surprised I didn’t end up with my hands around her throat, even with all of her taunting >.> The worst thing I did was hiss and spit at her. ^__^ My dad was like “good job. She deserved that” ^__^

Yeah, positive reinforcement for negative behavior :P *shoots something* If she comes to live up here, I’m gonna make my dad put an actual door on my room so I can just lock it. Cuz I know she’ll be all like “oh the couch hurts my back you have to let me use your bed!” to which I will say.. fuck you.

I am too tired to make witty episode summaries. x.x not like there’s really much to summarize right now xD;

Going to RP dream pair smut now, tata ^0^

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LOOOONG POST

Hyuusdhsdlkf;sd My stomach huuuuuurts >< Stupid !&@*^*@ cramps. Midol is my best damn friend right now. I feel like I've been shot in the stomach >< Mommy left off to San Francisco for the weekend earlier. So oh joy, I get to stay home alone. Well, for tonight anyway. Eric's gonna come up tomorrow and stay with me for a few days ^0^ Going to make him watch all of PoT so far, and hopefully eps 121 and 106 will be finished downloading by then =3 Have the torrent for LAST's PoT 106.. waiting on getting it till after 121 raw finishes in hopes that a-o will release it before it's finished >.> Would rather not have to download it again for archival purposes, because it annoys me to have 100 some odd episodes named “Prince of Tennis – Episode # [a-o]” then have one friggin epsiode named “Prince of Tennis – Episode 103 [LAST]” >.> Yes I am anal like that.

Off onto other rambles. Mommy gives me cigarettes and will buy them for me now. Doesn’t care seemingly that I smoke. But then again, if she told me to quit or don’t smoke in the house she’d be a big ass hypocrite and she knows it =)

Need to get off my ass and start updating things. I’ve got the layouts all made and halfway coded for my last couple fls I haven’t gotten up yet and haven’t bothered to finish coding them or uploading or anything. Che.

Nearly died laughing [literally, I couldn’t breathe and was turning blue and my ears were ringing and I was lightheaded xD] at all the comments we were making on an LJ rp.. was a conversation between Oishi and Karupin. xD; YOU WILL FEAR KARUPIN. Er, yeah. I was born and joined Yuki-kun-mun’s PoT yaoi RP. XD I AM TEH OISHICOCK. And the Taka-san and teh Shinjismex. xD
Oishicock, Taka-san, Shinjismex. 252 comments to Oishi’s first post. Made by like 5 different characters. Which added up to like 3 people. xD; I laughed too hard.

Pondering making a new GP layout for this. I for some reason feel like a change even though I absolutely LOVE this layout and it’s only been up for like two weeks or something < .< >.> *raburabu golden pair* I need to go on another doujin binge soon too. Mebbe I shall ask daddy-dearest xD; Ooooh.. And I have a Sasaki Nozomu [Nagi in Wei� Kreuz, Eriol in Card Captor Sakura, Akutsu in PoT.. etc] cd coming in the mail soon! Will rip and upload when I get :D:D:D

and before I leave, a lovely little song that I’m sure you all appreciate and worship (because I said so.)

garasu no bedo ni toraware no motion
tesaguri de shukujo wa kamikudaku
soliday na tail de midara na hane collection
himei hodo mujaki na yoruga hoshii

[yuuutsu no borode odoru]
jiyuu to uso ni tsuda nukare
[moroku maichiru puzzle]
kono shihai kara tobitate

kiss shining hitomi ni kuchizukete
toke dasu hanabira mo jama ni naru
make me shining irozuku shigeki no hate ni
kagayaki hajimeta maboroshi

shikai wo nukedashita panorama no dimension
kanpeki na gitai wa tada furueru
cheap na shokushu wa mitsu wo motomeru reaction
tsumetakutemo hiwai na kimi ga mitai

[nanairo ni moteasobu]
waki-da-shita kairaku no umi
[kage ga fuchidoru game]
kono sekai kara uchinuke

kiss shining kodoku wo katashidori
karamaru koukai ga kuu wo kiru
make me shining chirabaru kokoro no hahenra
mabushiku sugisaru kibou ni

ta-iki wa somaru, akaku nureta yubisaki ni
habatakenu, chou no namida
subete wa suna ni naru
[shining, make you cry…]

kiss shining hitomi ni kuchizukete
toke dasu hanabira mo jama ni naru
kill me shining irozuku shigeki no hate ni
kagayaki hajimeta maboroshi

please don’t cryin’ kodoku wo katashidori
karamaru koukai ga kuu wo kiru
make me shining chirabaru kokoro no hahenra
mabushiku sugisaru kibou ni

motion caught by the glass bed,
the lady feels her way through and explained simply
with her soliday tail and a collection of obscene feathers
that she wants nights with enough innocence to make her cry in pain

[i dance in the prison of depression]
i am being pierced by freedom and lies
[the fragile puzzle shatters]
i set out to fly from this control

kiss shining, i kiss your eyes
it begins melting those petals of yours that are also in my way
make me shining, at the end of this coloured excitement
is the illusion that begins to shine

in the panorama dimension that has escaped my sight
is your perfect body that can’t stop shaking
as a reaction, my cheap hands reach out, longing for your secrets
even though I am cold, I want to see the obscene you

[In the seven colours I toy with you]
the sea of happiness that has surged out of me
[the shadows engulfs our relationship in this game]
breaking free from this world

kiss shining, you take the from of my loneliness
my entangled regrets cut the space between us
kake me shining, the fragments of my shattering heart returning to
the bright moments of my past hopes

the air is being dyed by my red wet fingertips, by the tears of the
butterfly that cannot flap its wings
everthing transforms into sand
[shining, make you cry…]

kiss shining i kiss your eyes
begins melting those petals of yours that are also in my way
kill me shining, at the end of these coloured excitements
is the illusion that begins to shine

please don’t cryin’, you take the form of my loneliness
my entangled regrets cut the space between us
make me shining, the fragments of my shattering heart returning to
the bright moments of my past hopes

Gaffled from nittlegrasper.com yo.

tata!